i got back from vacation yesterday...it was kinda boring actually.  i went to see mikey in marist, and that was exciting cause i got to see everyone from last year (yay julie and steffie and amanda!) and i got to meet a bunch of new people, and of course i got to see my mikey!  i felt kinda bad, cause i was kinda boring, and no one was there.  but we got to play lots of dance dance revolution!!  it was so fun...and funny to see people play.  but my time at home was kinda boring...lots and lots of doctors appointments.  i saw jeff balbuena (obviously, cause jeff mosier STILL isn't talking to me, which is total bullshit) and kelly and cindy and colls and tater and jackie and jess and em, and koza and other people, but i did see this kid brendan who i met at jury duty, and he's a total sketchball...he goes to bc, and he kept asking me if i wanted to hang out with him over break, and i went to BC to see koza's fencing meet, so i was like...i might as well see this kid cause he called me so many times.  and i went there and we hung out with koza for a while, but then we left cause it was emily's b-day and i told her i would hang out with her and he was going to a party.  and so we got on the green line, and he was like "oh man, i forgot the directions at my apartment."  so we went to his apartment and he was showing me around and stuff, and i sat down on his bed, and he came and sat down next to me and then he tried to put his hand up my shirt and kiss me and i was like "ahh!! you move wicked fast..."  he's so sketchy.  i'm never hanging out with him again.  i think i need to sleep before my next class though...

I am so super bad at this...i don't even write in my LJ half the time...i'm suprised that my friends still have me on their friend's list...i want to go to sleep...this is a pointless entry...i slept the whole night in the loft last night for the FIRST TIME.  and i am still deathly terrified that i'm gonna fall out and die, or tim'll push me out by accident...cause i mean...he wouldn't do it on purpose, but i'm still scared it's going to happen.  hmm...i think me and tim are back together.  but i don't know.  it's a little confusing, and we don't talk about it at all...so that makes it a little more confusing...we should probably talk, but i don't particularly want to...i know i'm bad...i should eat some food and go to class.

So this is my first entry...i decided to join because i wanted to be able to leave comments on julie's xanga thingie...so i may not be updating this a whole lot cause i actually have a livejournal...if you want to read that it's...http://www.livejournal.com/users/tenorgirl33